PAUL
Day 257. It rained last
night. Collected another two cups of water. Only six tablespoons of purifying
chemical remaining. Still able to boil the water, but eventually firewood will
become an issue. Cannot afford to burn all lumber, as it may be needed to
reinforce barricades if They become aware of my presence. Concerned that They
may hear me if I attempt to exercise, but must try to maintain a level of
fitness in case combat becomes unavoidable.
Read The Stand again
yesterday. Reviewed Morse code. Considered trying to cultivate fungus as a food
source – but have decided to disregard – for the moment, at least.
(Sings.)
You make your home a fortress
To keep the dead outside
You’ve got nowhere to run to
So instead you try to hide
You barricade the windows
You reinforce the doors
You do what you have to
To protect what’s yours
You wait for help to arrive
The room starts to feel
smaller and smaller all the time
The only sounds are Their
footsteps and Their moans
You feel the isolation,
desperation in your bones
You move like a mouse inside
your tiny prison
Afraid to draw attention –
any noise might give you away
You hear your breath like a tornado
Hear your heartbeat like a
hammer
The room feels a little
smaller today…
(Singing faster, building towards a crescendo.)
Every creaking floorboard
echoes
The air feels heavy as sand,
and
Every day you’re sinking
slowly –
How many days before
dehydration? Or starvation?
Death from exposure, disease
or suffocation?
Wouldn’t it be easier to – ?
(He stops himself, abruptly, forces himself to regain his composure.)
You tell yourself that help
is coming
You call out for help, but
there’s only static on the other side
You listen to the silence,
and wonder if you’re still alive…
And every day the room is a
little smaller
It’s plain to see the walls
are closing in…
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